Hey Christie-- just sharing--I owned a biz for 13 years and been an esthetician for 18 and I've hit mountains and valleys-- more than ever you should be able to find what you need.  I've hit a place in my career where I have more experience than needed in the industry but don't have enough energy to run my own biz-- so I am seeking out a mentor to assist in direction.  I found one I will meet via tele and would be happy to share my experience with you afterwards.  Have you sought out gurus Shelley Hancock, Lori Crete, Douglas Preston?